My funny little world .

Changes in a day. =( (Thursday, October 30, 2008 / 7:43 PM)

Friends. to best friends. to sisters.
we've been through so many many things. together.
but, things have changed now. =( many many things.
we're not the same anymore.
as you said, i've changed.
so even if that's the case, you dont have to laugh at me.
you can criticise me, can insult me, scold me, slap me, hit me, or anything.
but you CANT laugh at me.

you know, that's the worse part that has happened.
i've never know that you can laugh when someone is there, crying.
yes, indeed, as you say, i've changed i've changed i've changed.
you hated me for who i am.
you wanna let things now be the same as now, and for the future. you want everything like that. not going to the back, nor going front. just the same as now.

yeah, i changed.
but didn't you see yourselves changing as well?
i just dont get it. why cant we all live in peace? stay together as one?
you said i've went to other ppl. that's because they're my best friends as well.
you said i've no unity. if I myself, has none, then wad are we?

since everything has gone to a different stage, we're all avoiding each other now.
i dunno how that happened. it's just in a one-day.
you can afford to do that, i cant.
coz everytime i walked pass you guys, i would automatically feel happy.
feeling like i wanna hug you all.
controlling my feelings like that,today, i just feel really, really, isolated.

everytime i thought of wad happened this very day,
tears just came down.
dont you remember any of the great times we had together?
dont you remember any of our happiest smiles and laughs?
coz i do. i really do.
but if this is the way you wanna let it be,
then let us all let it be.

coz if, to you, it's the best solution,
it perhaps may be the only best solution.

last words, i really really love you guys.

~cynthia~

EXAMS OVERR!! =D (Friday, October 24, 2008 / 10:20 PM)

exams are finally overr!!
i can finally get out from the world of stress-ness.
but in two more months i'll be back to stressful world liao. owhh.. =(
but ohh wells!! all i have to do now is to cherrish the moments with my 2C family. =)

we all heard we might be changing classes next year,
so a lot of us were very sad.
in three more weeks time, it'll be holiday. =___=
i dun want to change class!! T___T
how can the teachers do this to us? *boo-hoo*

we may be the worst class that the teachers might think, but deep down,
we're one big family. even though there are some who doesnt think that way,
we still could cope on and stay together as one big family. =)
one thing i like most about my class is,
we're all from diff kinds of races and religions, which made us more united than ever. =)
no matter how bad you may think it is, it's the best class that you've missed. =D

oh yeah! our class also have diff kinds of animals! we're in one big zoo with thirty different animals. =D
all are followed by their characteristics. XD

2C ROCKS. =) it's the best class i've ever been in my life. =D
others just doesnt see it, coz they're not US. =P

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I just saw two fat spammers in my two besties' blogs.
both of them called my besties *******.
wadever or whoever they are, they just forgot to bring up their own mirrors.
if they need one, i can just buy millions of mirrors to let them see.
*mirror mirror on the wall, who's the *****iest one of all?*
*YOU*
then they'll know what a ***** is. =)
it's such a sad thing they're less educated. coz if they're more educated,
they will know wad they're suppose to say, and wad they're not suppose to say. =P
so, you guys OR gurls, dun call my besties *****es anymore, okay? XD
coz at least my friends are more educated. they DONT call YOU a *****. =)

SAYONARA! =D

TAGGED BY ADRIAN. =) (Sunday, October 12, 2008 / 2:57 PM)

What are you excited for?
-Eating Chocolates and hugging bears. XD

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
-Yeah. =P

What are you wearing on your feet?
-Nothing.

Have you ever had a big fight with your best friend?
-yeah.. =(

If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?
-My old friends. from my old school. =D

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
-YEAH. XD

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
-Packing. To leave Santubong. XD

Do you like your hair long or short?
-Long larhh.. =__=

What was the weather like today?
-Rainning and shiny.

Who was the last person you talked to?
-My mum. O_O

Do you know someone who likes you?
-nobody likes me larh.

Do you love anyone?
-Yeah. my mum, my dad..my family.. =)

What comes to your mind when you think of love?
-My history. =(

What is your current mood?
-Happy and Fun.

When you go to the mall what is one store that you have to go into every time?
-Clothes and Shoes! =D sometimes Toys. XD

What do you carry with you at all times?
-My Phone! =D

Do you have feelings for somebody?
-IF i dun have im not a human. =__=

If you could go back in time and change something what would it be?
-me not giving him a chance.=(

What should you be doing right now?
-Studying. =P

Do you act differently around the person you like?
-yeah. =P!

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N.
- T.. O_O

2. Are you single?
-YEAP!! =)

3. What is your favorite number?
-11. XD

4. What is your favorite color?
-Pink... =D

5. Least favorite color?
-Grey.. =__=

6. What are you listening to?
-This is Me - Demi Lovato

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
-Yes. i think it's good enough. =)

8. Are you involved with anyone?
-Like wad? O_O

9. What is your favorite subject in school/ college?
-Art.. can sit with friends. =)

10. Do you shop at Abercrombie?
-where or what the hell is that??

11. Do you have money?
-No. im broke. =(

12. Would you take an -Ex back?
-NO. never.

13. Are you outgoing?
-YES!! it's better than sticking inside not doing anything.

14. Are you active in Friendster?
-Yeap. =)

15. Where do you wish you were right now?
-In school. =P

16. What is your most treasured moment?
-Erm. personal ques. =P

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
-YEA. duh. it's one of my fav thing to do when im seriously bored.

Can you do a cart wheel?
-erm. used to. now too stiff. XD

Can you touch your toes?
-NO!! O~O

Can you wiggle your ears?
-Yes. hahahaha!! =D it's FUN.

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
-No. that's super hard. XD

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
-Yes! i want to save people's life. =)

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
-No. im afraid of fire.. O_O

Did you ever want to be a teacher?
-Yes. i wanna teach people wad is FUN and HAPPINESS. XD

Did you ever break the law?
-yeah...shh..(littering) haha!

Did you vote for Bush?
-NO. =__=

THE DOs:
Do you like roller coasters?
- YEAH YEAH YEAH!!

Do you own a bike?
-Used to. and going to. XD

Do you like football?
-Not really. only like watching it.

Do you have a shopping addiction?
-YES YES YES!! =D

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?
-Yeah. once a year. XD

Does your wallet have any pics in it?
-nope. =P

Does your job bring you satisfaction?
-i dont have a job. =___=

Does a soft answer turn away wrath?
-wad does that mean? O__O

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?
-My family? =)

Last text message?
-Erm.. Shahiran? O_O

Last baby you held?
-hmm...she's 3 years old...but i call her a baby. TINA!! =D

Last time you shaved?
-SHAVED?!?!

THE LAST THING?

What was the last thing you bought?
-Reload card. XD

What was the last thing you had to drink?
-Plain water. O__O

What was the last thing you watched?
-Cartoon. =P

What was the last thing you read?
-My story book. =)

What was the last thing you hand wrote?
-My homework. BM. =D

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
-My dad. he asked me to cook at home. =__=

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
-Me? for PSK project. hehehe...=X

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
-My friend? =)

Who do you miss right now?
-My old friends.. =(

Who last hugged you?
-HAHAHAHAHA.. no one hugged me before lahh.. only mummy. XD

CURRENTLY:
What color shirt are you wearing?
-Multicolour. LOLZ!

Have any tattoos?
-nope. scary lahh!

Have you any piercings?
-Going to going to. but dunno when. =__=

Straight hair or curly?
-Straight. =) not that straight anymore tho. XD

Where are you?
- At home? =)

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?
-i think so?

Professed your love and been turned down?
-nope. never confessed. =)

Accomplished a life goal?
-hmm.. im just half way there. =)

SIX THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:

1.Bed
2.Wardrobe
3.Pillows
4.Handphone
5.Clothes
6.Toilet =D

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Making Friends?
-Yeah. i love that. =)

2. Want a relationship?
-Nope.

3. Wanna get married?
-Yeah. but not now lahh. =)

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:

1. EXAM
2. MY WINNIE
3. MY LIFE
4. MY FRIENDS =)

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