STILL I HOPE FOR MORE, AND MORE, IN THIS
FUNNY LITTLE WORLD
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

Hey hey. I'm Cynthia. Have all your space heree.

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

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Listen to my story
with your little ears


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don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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Poems. (Saturday, May 24, 2008 / 9:41 AM)

Tik sent me two nice poems like a few weeks ago i think,
LOL.
it's very meaningful and nice...XD

Here goes :

(Don't Lie)

i mean, really.
why'd you have to lie?
is it fun seeing me
run away and cry?

how could you have done this
wen i thought ur love for me was true
how could u do this
wen i really DID love you?

wat i was telling u
was how i really felt
no lies, no jokes
they were the confessions of my heart

u didnt need to act
u just cudve told me up front
no beating around the bush
just call a spade a spade
and tat wouldve been just tat.

but i derno y,
u jus had to lie,
and said that u
returned my love

but luckily i have frens
hu told me hu u really were
ur history, ur lies
the girls u made cry

i know there's a girl
that u oredy like
and i know that girl
is not me, thats right.

so that's wat i think
dats how U made me feel.
u made my heart sink
but now my hearts locked up, chained up, sealed.

&

(It'll Be Mended)

i thought u knew
i thought u cared
i tot u understood
how i felt towards u

but no, u broke my heart
im telling u right here, right now
u broke my heart
without a doubt

my heart is broken,
and its all ur doing
u knew wat was happening
but did u do anything?

no,
u made it worse
no matter how i tried
to fix it
to mend it
to make it be alright

u just had to do those things u did
to make me feel
small and useless
frail and weak.

but when u nid me there
wen u want me
wen u cant stand to be apart
dont call me
dont contact me
coz by then
i'll have mended my heart

And i created one too...=P but it's kindaf cacat...

WHEN WE'RE TOGETHER YOU SAID I LOVE YOU,
WHEN WE'RE LAUGHING YOU SAID I'M LUCKY WITH YOU,
WHEN WE'RE SMILING YOU SAID YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL,
when we're staring you said your eyes are the best.

but

when we broke up you called me a b*tch,
when we walked pass you ignored me,
when we looked you started feeling to itch,
when we bumped you said "hey" instead of "sorry".

and

you backstabbed me till i cried,
you flirt till i'm jealous,
you ignore till i'm hurt,
you hate till i hate too.

however

i tried to hate you,
i tried to discriminate you,
i tried to ignore you,
i tried to think negative about you.

in the end

i end up still loving you,
i end up still admiring you,
i end up still staring at you,
i end up still being a jerk like you.

but

you acted as if i'm invisible,
you acted as if i'm transparent,
you acted as if i'm nothing,
you acted as if i'm air.

i thought

that we could still be friends,
that we could still talk like besties,
that we could still look at each other,
that we could still smile.

could you

at least say hi to me?
at least smile to me?
at least look at me?
at least wave to me?

haihz.
It's just ONE Simpliest thing that i wanted from you.
YOUR LOVE.

DONEE!! XD